It comes in waves

Like rolling thunder,

My brain and me

I’m starting to wonder.

Will this loneliness

Forever haunt me,

Will my worries

Forever taunt me?

I don’t care for friends

They only spite me,

I’m pushing family away,

And making them fight me.

See this constant worry

See this constant thinking,

See this constant feeling

That I’m slowly sinking.

Will I just be,

Will I ever go back to being me?

Will I ever be content

With the life that was meant?

See I have a family

So true and pure,

The love between us

Should be my cure.

They make me smile

Make me burst with pride,

So these lonely feelings

I must hide.